spring snowflake. (pt. 2)

For the spring snowflake.

Yes, that’s your nickname.

You’ll know this cheeky one is about you as you read it.

P/S: I’m still cool lol

 

[Intro]

snowflakes have melted into the harsh ground

like how your trusting smile has melted my heart.

 

[Verse 1]

i hate to think this way:

that it was all in my head

that somehow I caught your interest.

all the looks, glances and laughs

in between the jokes, signals and wit,

do they mean nothing to you at least just two bits?

 

[Pre-chorus]

telling me not to hold on to false hopes,

which you yourself endearingly created

you might think you were doing me good

you never owed me a favor, so who were you trying to serve a purpose?

 

[Chorus]

snowflakes have melted into the harsh ground

like how your trusting smile has melted my heart

snowflakes soon became cold water

just like how all the memories swiftly got lost.

 

[Verse 2]

i love to think this way:

that when we made time, you were serious

that when I was flirting with your friends, you were jealous.

correct me if i was wrong

but still, i never asked for your pity

i never needed you to be sorry.

 

[Pre-chorus]

you were solo, i wasn’t that busy

the champaign was set, all it was left was to bring your body

since your invite was passed, be aware, ain’t nobody like me

welcome to the “i was missing out” list.

 

[Chorus]

snowflakes have melted into the harsh ground

like how your trusting smile felt like heaven’s touch

snowflakes soon became cold water

leaving me here feeling bad for your loss.

 

[Bridge]

you probably think I’m bulletproof

you took advantage of my chills

you think you gave me an answer

but another billion reasons will never sweeten the pill.

 

[Chorus]

snowflakes have melted into the harsh ground

like how your trusting smile has melted my heart

snowflakes soon became cold water

just like how all the memories swiftly got lost.

 

snowflakes have melted into the harsh ground

like how your trusting smile felt like heaven’s touch

snowflakes soon became cold water

leaving me here feeling bad for your loss.

 

 

Lyrics and featured image by ᴊᴜʟɪᴇʏᴛʜᴇ1sᴛ

spring snowflake.

[Verse 1]

once again, i fell

don’t know why, thought it was over

but you did it so well

maybe unintentionally, but ain’t nobody do it better.

 

for years I was guarded

too afraid to catch feelings

finally the door was open, I knew I’d get hurt

yet I became brave and willing.

 

[Chorus]

you said you didn’t want me to get false hopes

but it was too late not to grow expectations

i was already running down the treacherous slope

now I wish nothing would have happened.

 

[Verse 2]

it all starts to make sense now

Tori definitely speaks my truths

it was all in my head somehow

the monologue is as rough as how dialogue was smooth.

 

now i can’t help but ask if i was good enough

would you ever fall for her, or her?

i’m not the same girl you think is tough

why won’t you come at midnight and blow my cover?

 

[Chorus]

you said you didn’t want me to get false hopes

but it was impossible not to grow expectations

your face, your voice had me run down the treacherous slope

then i ended up crying you an ocean.

 

[Bridge]

trying to avoid the songs we played

we were on each side, a 3-hour video call

in the end, maybe I was crazed

and fell for some dream-like trickery, that’s all.

 

[Chorus]

you said you didn’t want me to get false hopes

but it was too late not to grow expectations

i was already running down the treacherous slope

now I wish nothing would have happened.

 

you said you didn’t want me to get false hopes

but it was impossible not to grow expectations

your face, your voice had me run down the treacherous slope

then i ended up crying you an ocean.

 

[Outro]

sunshine, autumn leaf, winter breezes

a winter breeze could’ve turned into a magnolia

instead, you chose to be a spring snowflake

promise me, you won’t come back as a wisteria.

 

Lyrics and featured image by ᴊᴜʟɪᴇʏᴛʜᴇ1sᴛ

 

 

 

 

a song about “they”.

they all say you’re attractive

adore your eyes like there’s no tomorrow

talk to you like there’s only day left to live

“cut the bullshit, tell me something I don’t know.”

 

they are all big big nightowls

like to call you anytime past 12

they love your auburn eyebrows

they’re average boys that do it so well.

 

they think you’re busy like a bee

that they’re just another boy in the line

when you tend to cry yourself to sleep

and you’re a tough case to like.

 

they think you’re flirty and sexual

wonder if it puts them off or turns them on

when they’re with you, everything becomes sensual

if you think they don’t want you, you must be wrong.

 

they only see your savage side

only in your songs that you’re a human

they love your rare laughs and smiles

forever they will know you as a demon.

 

Lyrics by ᴊᴜʟɪᴇʏᴛʜᴇ1sᴛ

Featured image from WeHeartIt.

peace.

they call me a surreal poet

i live in my rhythm at its best

even when there’s no hope left

my poetry is eternal, no regrets.

 

my leaf necklace, your plume earring

are the remnants of our little fling

close resemblance, far off strings

heartfelt apology for not making you my king.

 

“get to know me, you might find a disappointment.”

we were the gamers in our own challenge

you could’ve been my end game, yet ending the game was my decision

we both moved on, so tell me why sparks still fly in our moments.

 

is it the strong aura surrounding you?

is it the taste of your lips I never knew?

is it our mutual awkwardness, is it true?

or is it the recollection of our old memories, who knew?

 

Lyrics by ᴊᴜʟɪᴇʏᴛʜᴇ1sᴛ

Featured image from WeHeartIt.

lonely souls.

[Intro]

two lonely souls

what’s going to happen when we grow old?

 

[Verse 1]

okay so I get it,

you’re not going to date me

even if you love me to bits

i’m too precious you can’t lose me.

 

okay so do you get it?

i’m not going to date you

i don’t have time to witness

you paint me red then paint me blue.

 

[Pre-chorus]

it may be only in my head

that there’s something between us two

i’ve probably been blinded by a mess

created by our lonely souls, we never knew.

 

[Chorus]

it’s our lonely souls that are the source of tension

it’s the two lonely souls that have this chemistry

then it’s down to us to take actions,

in which case, you choose me.

 

[Verse 2]

i like to talk about my exes

you like to ask me who i’m seeing, how I’ve been

a bit about music, some bits about sex

enough for a midnight chitchat, don’t you think?

 

[Pre-chorus]

i often think about you at night

i used to think ‘cause we have history

now we’re friends and i still do, don’t know why

have you become my midnight company?

 

[Chorus]

it’s our lonely souls that are the source of tension

it’s the two lonely souls, where our feelings grew

then it’s down to us to take actions,

in which case, i choose you.

 

[Bridge]

do you still like that i’m cold and blunt

even when I deliberately try to hurt you

your lonely soul, your voice, your gaze, is what i want

is it mine that you’ve been yearning for too?

 

[Chorus]

in a few months, when we drift apart

will our intertwined lonely souls split up too?

as we grow up and get more scars in our hearts

is it my soul that you’d wish to come back to?

 

Lyrics by ᴊᴜʟɪᴇʏᴛʜᴇ1sᴛ

Featured image from WeHeartIt.

JAIYLM

[Intro]

2am

notifications that I’d missed

opened my DMs, guess who texted me again

if it ain’t ‘cause you miss me, then I don’t know what is…

 

 

[Verse 1]

gimme that look like I’m your queen

like me for that i’m blunt and mean.

tell me i’m cool and “progressive”

ugh, sure, you mean “addictive”.

hit me up at booty call hours

trust me, boy, you know better.

feel the sexual chemistry

at least one kiss is what you want from me.

 

 

[Pre-chorus]

why you always curious ’bout who I’m hanging out with,

when i say “a friend”, you need to say i’m being vague,

if you’re not crushing on me?

why say i’m jealous upon hearing you’re with someone else,

if it’s not to make you feel good about yourself,

if you have no feelings for me?

 

 

[Chorus]

why going through all these,

when you can just confess your feelings to me?

why keep convincing yourself we’re friends,

yet everything you do screams “I want to be your man”?

doesn’t it ever occur to you even just a bit

what you think you’re meaning versus what you’re implying are the direct opposites?

 

if you’re willing to play this game

you better have rebel gene in your veins.

if you’re a player then you’re a companion

we can have a little adventure down the canyon.

you can keep hiding that you’ve fallen head over heels

or you can surrender, it won’ hurt admitting you’ve caught feels.

 

everybody likes the taste of something new

i’m pretty sure a confession is all I want from you.

 

 

[Verse 2]

without any doubts, I can tell

you can’t help yourself when I’m around.

too busy for another taken life

but we’re too good you can’t let us slide.

you like my company, I like yours

yet somehow we can’t not ask for more.

making “friends” an excuse for everything you do

oh baby, the wise king, who you tryna fool?

 

 

[Pre-chorus]

do you see the sexual tensions we create,

that you and I can’t even escape

is it just me, or is it your fear?

don’t you know as you think you’re denying,

those 3 words are what you’re secretly screaming?

admit it, just what I want to hear.

 

 

[Chorus]

why going through all these,

when you can just confess your feelings to me?

why keep pushing ourselves into the friendzone,

while all you want is to make me your own?

doesn’t it ever occur to you even just a bit,

what you think you’re meaning versus what you’re implying are the direct opposites?

 

if you’re willing to play this game

you better have some rebel gene in your veins.

if you’re a player then you’re a companion

we can both have a little adventure down the canyon.

you can keep hiding that you’ve fallen head over heels

or you can give it to me, don’t be scared to catch feels.

 

everybody likes the taste of something new

i’m pretty sure a make-out is all I want from you.

 

 

[Bridge]

if you’re claiming we’re chums,

then you better act like one.

start from the basics,

get over your lovesick.

stop pressing me for who i’m dating,

obviously it’s not you, my king.

one or two sexual jokes is fine,

but more than three then you can’t lie.

 

 

[Chorus]

why going through all these,

when you can just confess your feelings to me?

why keep convincing yourself we’re friends,

yet everything you do screams “i want to be your man”?

doesn’t it ever occur to you even just a bit

what you think you’re meaning versus what you’re implying are the direct opposites?

 

if you’re willing to play this game

you better have some rebel gene in your veins.

if you’re a player then you’re a companion

we can both have a little adventure down the canyon.

you can keep hiding that you’ve fallen head over heels

or you can surrender, it won’ hurt admitting you’ve caught feels.

 

we want no commitments, we just want something new

i’m pretty sure i look better on you than blue.

 

 

Text by ᴊᴜʟɪᴇʏᴛʜᴇ1sᴛ

Featured image by WeHeartIt.